Goodbye and see you soon!

today in the cab en route to the airport, one of my friend suddenly said that she felt a surge of emotions coming towards her. It is the emotion welling inside many people when it comes to parting. And airport is just the right place to provide the perfect environment for such emotions.

I told her, that with parting comes reunion. Yesterday we welcomed a new person into singapore. Today we send off a friend that we hold dear, a friend who has done so much for us without wanting anything back in return. For the mere fact that watching us learn and enjoy is in itself giving back already. For me, our friendship had been a short one as compared to many others that were present, but in this short few years, you have taught me and guided me a lot. It is with the utmost respect I have for you that i wish you well in the future. And of course I do hope that I will not be forgotten anytime soon. Bon voyage!

And to the next parting this saturday.......

Happy as a bird

OMG OMG OMG! this is my happiest day of the year!
dad just got me my long awaited hp GALAXY S and macbook (: with a free ipod touch... which i shall give my sis cos i have one alr and its 32GB compared to that 8 GB one (:

But of course, i am not such a materialistic person. Today's a happy day because I have made a new friend cum teacher. I know some people's first impression of her is that she's a bitch... but she's actually quite nice. And young (10 years older than me!). And damn zai in yq. DUH to be the only one who can get into sco. (: a happy reunion for her and wei lao... she's ma huan by the way. Horse happy (direct translation). At least she's on our side (: To ma huan, hope you will find Singapore a generally nice place to be in. As experience show, after your first few years here, u'll be different in you approach to teaching and work. Hope you'll be able to cope and le your passion stay on as long as you can grasp. May you find your happiness here as well!

Gave a farewell supper for moses ytd at newton circus food centre- btw, he's gg to china for further studies as well. Good luck for all your endeavours and may we keep in touch! Today's little dinner was not only to be introduced to a new friend. Today's dinner is a farewell dinner as well, for our beloved yi qing who's flying off next saturday to manchester! Good luck to you too, and keep in touch! Hope you do well in UK for many years to come! And we'll set up a jeremy fund to send him over there :P

And now to worry about a friend's future that looks rather gloomy. No it's actually a dead end. Plus I must start to wrry about my own future....... so many directions, so many choices, so little ability, so little certainty...... life is really like a roller coaster. Hope all goes well

Next week!

Please my dearest friends, stop making me so jumpy and anxious all the time... I know i might not be a good organiser and I might not be that conscious of time management and our little crisis, but I do try. I try my best. And I hope you guys will chip in as well. As what people say, lose with dignity.

I must ace math i must ace math i must ace math
gosh who am i kidding man!

sometimes i wish i am back to the old days when i just have fun... kindergarten were the best days, though i can't remember much. But i remember being the happiest then............

is it not strange how some decisions can open up such different paths? If I hadn't signed up for CO without knowing i did, I wouldn't have known so many great friends that are musicians I respect so much. If my mum hadn't insisted that I tried out for NY, I wouldn't have known such great friends existed. If I hadn't somehow became my teacher's favourite student, so many fishcakes wouldn't have happened, and I'd have been a happier person than now.

The twist of events, the turn of fate.
A food for thought. My teacher recently asked me two questions.

Are you sad with life as it is now?

I didn't know how to answer, and he changed the question

Are you happy with life as it is now?

I said that I ain't.

I laugh

Being a WCV host is awsome (:
1. You get to see hotties walking around
2. You get to take pictures with them
3. You get to hug (or they hug you) them while taking pictures
4. You get to talk and interact with them (:
5. You get to SKIP SCHOOL like anytime you want.... which i don't because I am a nice girl :P

Yay! so much fun! I take back my words of the past about not wanting to be involved! HAHA Ethan must be smiling so widely now....
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To the next topic,

i still haven't gotten over that yet....... bunch of political fishcakers. I have thought about it though, if these new batch of people chosen out of favouritism falls apart, I LAUGH.
Sometimes then, just to console myself, i'd say that i'm so thankful i'm not thrown in with this lot of people... one unique leader with opposing viewpoints to the rest of the team members.... wonder what show they'll put up.

Hope I can be contented with the position I have now... though not the best, but definitely something that can let me consider my future path. I should really get the top position... since i am the one considering this path not you. Sorry for saying that.

The world is full of unjustness... and i thought the unfair side will never happen to me. But as the saying goes, ignore the others and be yourself. The reason why they try to ostracize you is because you are better than them and they are jealous.
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YOG

OMG
YOG opening ceremony was a blast! So participating in YOG is afterall a great experience (:
Totally love the whole effect and all that standing only a few metres in front of pyros experience on the rings!

The flame was just cool man! This will stay in my memories forever...... (:

Whew! now those rehearsals and the whole opening is over, it's time for me to MUG! and interact with atheletes on the last few days (: at WCV (:(:

P.S. AHHHH ang mo atheletes are SOOOOOO hot!! and i took pics with them <3 <3

YOG

the irony of life

shallow people are aplenty. Not saying any of you have depth, but i never knew you guys were THAT shallow either.

So i have flawed leadership skills eh...
have you guys never at all actually understood what was going on between QQ and I?
Have you guys never seen how it is not possible for me to do much anyway?

How do you guys know in the first place? Rumours? Shallow.

Or is it through other means like some external organisations?
Then you have seen wrong. You have failed to grasp the fact that the team i man has never needed a head. It's very mutual. I am just there to organize things up. We are self-governed. Not like your monkeys, if that is what you imply when you say that i don't do much.

All in all, it isn't really such lame excuses isn't it? It's really just how unjust you feel. One because I have too much freedom while everyone else doesn't. The other because if not for everyone else, you won't have that glorious moment on 6/6/10. That person would be me. Isn't it?

It's okay though, I will make your heart feel the unrest. If there is anything that I can do to make your efforts go to waste, to make you feel that slight "oh darn" feeling, to show you that I am not that easily defeatable, I will definitely do it.

One last qn to another someone: Do you actually believe in all that bullshit that they say? Over what you may know of me?
Oh I don't know you at all!

World Cup fever

WORLD CUP is coming to an end soon
and before long, promos are here.

GO SPAIN GO! GO SPAIN GO!

hope spain wins this time.

And to those out there, stop trying to hide it... it's really obvious the way you guys act...... only baby can't tell what you are doing. If you think it's going to hurt me, congratulations, better slow than never. But trying to cover up doesn't mean you won't hurt me. THE DAMAGE IS DONE..... nothing you can do about it.
I know many others probably have gotten over it. But here I am admitting that i am still very bothered about it. And you ask why. Because it is not because I lost to anyone. It's because I lost to stupid judgement. What happened to not judging a book by it's cover? Oh right, it only exists in talks and books.

Anyway, I don't care. As I have said already, I will still get most of what I want.

Shit i wish to slap some people.

GO SPAIN GO. the dream team (:

Pols polls pol

Sighs a big sigh

I don't know, everyone must be dying to know how i am feeling right now.....
guess pols just can't leave me even though i have tried so hard to avoid them.
Not that no one knows who and how I really am.

All i can say is, sometimes, having a big mountain behind may not necessarily be good.

I'm fine. All fine. Just not pleased with the process..... is it not blatant enough already? Why the need to come up with stories that no one will buy?

Let nature take its course, we all say. Yet, things will surely change no matter what. Everyone can see that easily. What will happen will happen despite some efforts to prevent at all cost. No use.

World cup is getting interesting afterall. But at the rate things are going, if the hot favourites don't get into knockout stage, i will definitely lose interest. GO BRAZIL, SPAIN and GERMANY!! Don't let me down~

Doesn't this just show how much i mind punctuality and teamwork? Doesn't it just show that I am capable and initiative? Sigh, why am i so 不争气... always caring for others before myself as usual...
get a grip. It's not the end of the world.

But seeing my immediate future now, I have no idea how I am going to survive this year.... so many things to settle, so little time. Such lousy time management.

Then again at times, the only people you can turn to are always your families. Treasure them before you regret. And remember to remind yourself about that. Trust me, this is the 2nd time i learn the same lesson.

No more brooding. And to those who even read this blog of mine, please don't talk to me about it anymore. Unless a miracle appears like the everyone starts to protest and insist that I be in too, go away.

se7en..... only i look alot older

Two thumbs up for the curious case of benjamin button!

It's yet another one of those movies that one will never be tired of watching. Every time I watch it, there is always new takeaways. I love these kind of movies- so heartwarming!

Two thumbs up for Brad Pitt's wonderful acting and his forever so hot wholesomeness...

(:

Okay study math