I can see that distress in your eyes. Always lingering there whenever your eyes travel to that painful spot just above my shoulders.
But u have got to relax. It isn't my fault that I got it. Neither is it your fault. And I am not as badly hit as you perceived me to be... So u don't be too.....
This is part and parcel of life. There isn't any denial in that... Life is never fair. The cleverest person looks as pretty as a toad and the httest person probably has brains the size of peanuts.
What matters most is whether I take it to heart or not, whether I care about what Thera think of me or not, whether i live life as I want it, to the fullest or not.
I know your concern for me about the future is really causig you sleepless nights. But as I have said, whoever who loves me will accept my everythig including this little thing.
For your everlasting awesomness, I salute you.
Monday, March 29, 2010
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Yo Ho Yo Ho
hehehehehehehe... today was a good day!
Breakfast + Lunch + Dinner = Brunchner = <3
It's buffet! What can u expect!
Johnny Depp pwns. This holidays's been a rather exciting adventure for me (: In my imagination, that is. Watching movies after movies in my head, swishing and ducking... aye aye aye.
To become a lucid dreamer..
well there's no need.. i'm one (:
Breakfast + Lunch + Dinner = Brunchner = <3
It's buffet! What can u expect!
Johnny Depp pwns. This holidays's been a rather exciting adventure for me (: In my imagination, that is. Watching movies after movies in my head, swishing and ducking... aye aye aye.
To become a lucid dreamer..
well there's no need.. i'm one (:
Tuesday, March 9, 2010
days are passing by
For my fellow friends out there who are feeling as depressed and sad as I am now over school work or some school setbacks/rejections, here are some tips for the destresserinyou!
PLAY the piano! Or something that can let the feeling out.
And then tell someone.
A while ago when we were going for a lesson discussing intensely about something, some one commented that we are damn close (: which is a good thing isn't it!
Well, at least I had some privacy... at least they didn't know.. that's one thing i can be grateful for out of this mess...
haze.......
those memories again......
PLAY the piano! Or something that can let the feeling out.
And then tell someone.
A while ago when we were going for a lesson discussing intensely about something, some one commented that we are damn close (: which is a good thing isn't it!
Well, at least I had some privacy... at least they didn't know.. that's one thing i can be grateful for out of this mess...
haze.......
those memories again......
Monday, March 1, 2010
HBL is quite a waste of time. And the content's quite crap. CRAP.
Life's back to norm i guess... which is a good thing. So far so good, life as it is, only thing that's short is the cash i should have gotten :( haha shall go and zui zai huan zai (:
meantime, econs and pw hbl sucks! Like how to do man!
Life's back to norm i guess... which is a good thing. So far so good, life as it is, only thing that's short is the cash i should have gotten :( haha shall go and zui zai huan zai (:
meantime, econs and pw hbl sucks! Like how to do man!
Tuesday, February 23, 2010
Ahh
4 nights straight of performance, 2 times a day from monday to thursday............ like machine like that... where got time to do all the homework!! *dies*
"if you can survive 2 weeks in JC, you can survive 4 years in ny"
haha i like that sentence (:
Ouch! it's hurting like never before! What's happening? May miracles really happen.
Life is so __________ now. And mum's just dragged me to buy assessment books already. Please lor! i'm like one of the more mugger person in my class for these 2 weeks lo! :O surprising eh! hahahahahahha
THE MUGGER IN ME!
"if you can survive 2 weeks in JC, you can survive 4 years in ny"
haha i like that sentence (:
Ouch! it's hurting like never before! What's happening? May miracles really happen.
Life is so __________ now. And mum's just dragged me to buy assessment books already. Please lor! i'm like one of the more mugger person in my class for these 2 weeks lo! :O surprising eh! hahahahahahha
THE MUGGER IN ME!
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Ahhhhh
No one understands how I really feel...
No one understands how much pain I have to endure every single time...
No one understands the loneliness I feel on this long journey...
And no one tries to elevate me from my dampened feelings all the time
So much for emo-ing... well, that's how I felt a few days ago, and now, HAPPY CNY! I hope everyone gets many red packets (: while i rot in my house wishing i could go red packet collecting too.
Okay, 2 more days of fun, and the mugger in me will come out! TRUST ME! hahahahahahahahaha nights people!
No one understands how much pain I have to endure every single time...
No one understands the loneliness I feel on this long journey...
And no one tries to elevate me from my dampened feelings all the time
So much for emo-ing... well, that's how I felt a few days ago, and now, HAPPY CNY! I hope everyone gets many red packets (: while i rot in my house wishing i could go red packet collecting too.
Okay, 2 more days of fun, and the mugger in me will come out! TRUST ME! hahahahahahahahaha nights people!
Friday, January 22, 2010
TGIF!
Hehehe.... today's a tired day....
Which smartass decided to make school start at 1pm?! when the sun is high up in the sky aiming cancerous rays at us? Tsk
Shostakovich symphony 5! <3 <3 <3 not as much as brahms though... my lovely brahms hehe.
Oh gosh... i thought of so much to type down here, and then the moment i signed in, i forgot! WOW.
I can sense the mess my future will get. *dies dies*
So for the moment i shall publish this until i remember what i want to post.
Which smartass decided to make school start at 1pm?! when the sun is high up in the sky aiming cancerous rays at us? Tsk
Shostakovich symphony 5! <3 <3 <3 not as much as brahms though... my lovely brahms hehe.
Oh gosh... i thought of so much to type down here, and then the moment i signed in, i forgot! WOW.
I can sense the mess my future will get. *dies dies*
So for the moment i shall publish this until i remember what i want to post.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Ponders
I THINK...... that i think too much. SERIOUSLY
Like just now when I was strolling my way home, i started to think strange things like
- whales probably have never and will never see an ant in their whole lives
- Ants know that there are larger living things than them right?
And so on so forth.
Got a nail-clipper-can-opener today. Cool! Just the thing i want!
Today's CCA was fruitful to some extend... though we didn't manage to address every issue. Ah well, what gives!
Okay I should be doing some work now.
Gods! HCCO prac will be till 7pm every mons and weds!
Like just now when I was strolling my way home, i started to think strange things like
- whales probably have never and will never see an ant in their whole lives
- Ants know that there are larger living things than them right?
And so on so forth.
Got a nail-clipper-can-opener today. Cool! Just the thing i want!
Today's CCA was fruitful to some extend... though we didn't manage to address every issue. Ah well, what gives!
Okay I should be doing some work now.
Gods! HCCO prac will be till 7pm every mons and weds!
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
There is hope!
And all went well during VCH site recce! Everything was settled in sliiiiightly more than an hour... (:
Looking forward to tmr... Seoul Garden with 6c '05! Hehe... hope we will K.I.T. for many more years to come!
Pffffft... and tmr i am going to tune a future-student-to-be's yangqin for a mere $40... Speaking of which, my own yangqin is in so terribly in tune :P Oh speaking of irony......... but seriuosly, if i don't take students, there's no point in tuning my own yq SINCE i don't really care. It's not in public, who cares! haha (AND THEN i'll regret it later when i need it for public uses in months to come -.- But right now, i don't give any hoots~)
I have just found more ways of DE-stressing!
- REREAD your blog! It works well for me... at least because most of my blog posts are quite meaningful~
- Bitch. Yes seriously. Let out your frustrations to someone whom you can trust.
- Go shopping! Find people you like to hang out with! Preferably very close ones or just one... and do the "Bitch." as well
- PLAY MAHJONG!! yep! this is my favourite! (:
Pah! My mum just boughtParrot botanicals brand bar soap to use as cupboard fragrance. Yes, she loves that smell. But it smells like soap!! pffffffft!
Me ish hungrysh... shall goesh and get shome light food (:
Looking forward to tmr... Seoul Garden with 6c '05! Hehe... hope we will K.I.T. for many more years to come!
Pffffft... and tmr i am going to tune a future-student-to-be's yangqin for a mere $40... Speaking of which, my own yangqin is in so terribly in tune :P Oh speaking of irony......... but seriuosly, if i don't take students, there's no point in tuning my own yq SINCE i don't really care. It's not in public, who cares! haha (AND THEN i'll regret it later when i need it for public uses in months to come -.- But right now, i don't give any hoots~)
I have just found more ways of DE-stressing!
- REREAD your blog! It works well for me... at least because most of my blog posts are quite meaningful~
- Bitch. Yes seriously. Let out your frustrations to someone whom you can trust.
- Go shopping! Find people you like to hang out with! Preferably very close ones or just one... and do the "Bitch." as well
- PLAY MAHJONG!! yep! this is my favourite! (:
Pah! My mum just boughtParrot botanicals brand bar soap to use as cupboard fragrance. Yes, she loves that smell. But it smells like soap!! pffffffft!
Me ish hungrysh... shall goesh and get shome light food (:
Sunday, January 17, 2010
It's a new world
Yepp! And tomorrow is a new day for a not so new person!
Tmr is the start of my JC life... which according to many people, it's gonna suck much and rock little.. WHICH makes the rocking part all the more enjoyable (:
There are only a few things on my mind now...
1) I have no expectations
2) Sheesh i have to take chinese this year...
3) I hope all will be well
Went to the petrol station today and the cashier gave me 3 packs of ang paos... like I need any at all..... pffft, here's one new year gone to waste! At least I will get to play mahjong the whole of valentine's day! The only thing to look forward to this CNY... AND at least I can perform (:
Tmr's VCH site recce... hope all goes well.
*looks at a bug walk past my computer screen*
whatever...
Okay i am bored. nights!
Tmr is the start of my JC life... which according to many people, it's gonna suck much and rock little.. WHICH makes the rocking part all the more enjoyable (:
There are only a few things on my mind now...
1) I have no expectations
2) Sheesh i have to take chinese this year...
3) I hope all will be well
Went to the petrol station today and the cashier gave me 3 packs of ang paos... like I need any at all..... pffft, here's one new year gone to waste! At least I will get to play mahjong the whole of valentine's day! The only thing to look forward to this CNY... AND at least I can perform (:
Tmr's VCH site recce... hope all goes well.
*looks at a bug walk past my computer screen*
whatever...
Okay i am bored. nights!
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