depressing

it's really tiring to have to listen to 2 pep talks in a day.

especially when one makes you so nerved up and one makes u feel guilty.

YQP... those who were there, i hope u really know when someone was talking about an incident that was directed at you. Not the obvious one. The subtle one.

GE PERC... i hope you all really felt guilty after the talk. And next time to know when to be more considerate. On behalf of the section, i must apologize to you. Sorry.

NYCO... i hope this could be a wake up call for more of you. I don't know how to evoked everyone. I've tried, n i guess i failed. I only need more time to understand your feelings.

GECO... Let's just strive for the best in our next concert. May the older people not leave, may the newcomers improve fast enough, may the lousy ones get asked out.

SIGH... such a depressing day. i sincerely hope NYCO will get GWH, M will pass his assignment and GECO can achieve even greater heights.

Lousy day

Aye.... just finished all my homework to be handed in tomorrow...
had a lousy CCA day today... as usual, hates her to the bottom of the sea.

totally got scolded by qq cos apparently i couldn't play that solo part in chun well enough, and i haven't been improving.

Truth: i was using some random hard and yucky qin zhu which produces the wrost sounds ever. It's a miracle she didn't say i deproved...
WELL... can't be helped. She's been prejudiced against me from the moment she set eyes on me. Why the hell teachers like to make enemy of each other... make students suffer the consequences. That's so cool. wow.

It's okay... (comforts myself) it'll be over in 2 months time. THEN... haha i won't really bother anymore. Anyway i wont be seeing her forever and ever and ever again anymore. Well, at least not during practices WITH her...

Funny mistake

Today was dazu in the morning and afternoon a stupid performance in the hall -.- which i shall not care to elaborate on. basically it was crap ><
The mistake was the sms we sent to our perc teacher today that is supposed to say
" HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR ___! WE WISH YOU WELL!"
we were supposed to send one word per person, and it went quite smoothly, until yuka sent birthday before mr n ___, SO the rest of us just sent like that. And thus it became
" HAPPY ___ MR BIRTHDAY, WE WISH YOU WELL!"
haha hilarious! BUT the funniest thing is that he sent back that his birthday is in fact 10 DAYS LATER!
hahahahahahahahahahahaha omg so funny!!!

I'm really sorry, reality is cruel, but that doesn't mean you give up on yourself. It wasn't a good feeling having to break that news to you. Get up on you feet now and start practising hard and properly now! It will be your show in another 2 years.

Ahh... inmates with women outside waiting and showering them with care arer so lucky. At least they have someone to refrain them from turning mad...