Heaves

*quits doing ( oops i mean TRYING) math WS AD.1*

so irritating.

And then i finally did it. Not exactly in the originally planned outline, but somehow, it just happened. *feels proud that i did*

then reflecting back, i realized that i don't know what to say to her if we really did what leaf suggested. HM.... sigh *zi zao ma fan*

only thing i feel evil about is that whenever i remember leaf saying that i am/ have a tendency to be emotional, i start laughing. o.O haha... yea sure.

then thinking even more, it feels like we are using you to get what we want. Abit evil? I'd say scheming. Can't help it. I'm like that. Well, at least my mum has been telling me that since i was young. Only i don't do it to perfection- does that mean i still have a conscience then, when i start plotting? 

And then i know i am quite spot on when analyzing a person.  Just don't make me do it. When i do, people may just start hating you. It's quite true, it's been proven before.

Then again, its true. People see me and say i am emotional. Well, at least i know i am on the right way. Truth is far from there... emotion is the last of me. Anyone who had seen my previous blog would have known.

ME

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

fortunately most are correct. the job ones are not making any sense

61st post

will be a lighter tone! no idea why. i should be sleeping already... tsk.

Anyway, just finished blog surfing. guess on what topic... SYF. duh. hahahahahaha

So BDSCO is playing 春, BSCO is playing 公主，CCHMSCO is playing 大地回春, TMCO is playing 飞天, CHCO is playing 梦蝶，ACSBCO is playing 西北族曲... so on and so forth... (i actually know all- only can't remember)

So some schools are aiming for a GWH, some schools are aiming for Gold, and some even Silver...

So some schools have really low morale, some schools are pep talking on blogs, some very enthusiastic, and some even feeling satisfied that their rehearsal (in SCH or their school's auditorium) has reached their goal (like silver standard).

So CCHMSCO has intensive holiday training like camping (-.-) and RICO has detailed bars-to-correct-plans on blogs

So NYCO and HCICO is really low profile, BDSCO, CCHMSCO, TMCO are all really high profile.

So some schools have really great instructors, some schools have new and young SINGAPOREAN instructors with new ideas...

So what?

I think SYF CO CJ is not like NAC- NCMC. We don't compete with anyone. We compete with ourselves. In the end, you don't get GWH not because another school got it, and there's only one GWH place, but because your standard is really not there yet. You are competing with yourself to do better and get what you want to get. What other schools get will not really affect what we will get.

That is why this is called a CENTRAL JUDGING. Not a COMPETITION. SYF is somewhat like a mark to tell ourselves where our standard roughly is. Try not to think of it as competition against other schools, but a performance at its best, only it is graded. It is in a way a stop for all the COs to stay on track (standard). If you had sth higher the last time round, it's a wake up call for you to buck up. To maintain the standard and not let it drop even more.

That is what SYF CO CJ is for.

60th post- finally!

haha oh well...

i can't stand Love Wreckers. 明知故犯的不知好歹，下贱（下流也行），不要脸的贱人。真不懂羞耻，怎会有人要当她的朋友呢？只有那些像他一样的人。。。

this is all i can say. Sorry, i can't stand it. 

And also the people who fall into "temptations"... i know u are victims too, but hey, u all are old enough to assert some self control and insert some logical thinking into your brain. So, you are at fault too.

As long as i don't see Love Wreckers when we have bonding sessions, I'm fine with it.

What a holiday week

And i still haven't learn in these 4 years that no NYGH holiday (except EOY hols) is a real holiday. I've only learned today.

Today's morning prac was quite shit. And some people had to ROLL THEIR FREAKING EYES... come on! it's your damned responsibility, and u sit there rolling your eyes?! Trust the king of EH empire to put u in the HQ...

Poor Mrs ee... take a break! she was so stressed out and desperate! anyone who has a sentient can tell how desperate n pek chek she was!! gosh... to any member who sees this, Mrs Ee has an amazing amount of patience. Try Q_Q or King of EH empire. They'll explode in less than an hour. You all should know that if she went on any longer, she'll really explode.  And she still had the energy! Or so she says... gambatte!

At least she was a little better off in the afternoon... hope tmr's gg to be a better day

Riiiiight o.o

whew! moe co camp audition's over! yay! gd luck to Love Hershey's Kisses!
anyway, my examiners were really funny! gosh, n i thought the one who is gay sucks... awww hahahahahahaha
hope everyone i know (including me) gets in!

Well, at least there's one less item now. 2 LESS i mean, the charity performance is cancelled! yay

keeping my fingers crossed for 2 things...

slack

GOSH... and i am supposed to be revising for math quiz on DIFF now...

*feels like slacking anyways* ><

*gives a long sigh*

SSSSSIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

whew okay. So i have to revise math and do chinese SIA all by today. PLUS squeeze time to practice yq cos i have 3 performance + 1 audition coming up, and i'm using more than 2 pieces for the 3. WOW. 

events lined up:

- MOE CO Camp audition (perc this time :D) [which is bloody hell tmr o.o]

- Charity performance at orchid country club for Renci

- 2nd instru performance for HMP

- Audition for solo item for geco concert o.O right, and my competitors are...! 

- SYF... gosh, and we're not even ready yet :(

- Esplanade performance @ the Concourse (15 minutes x2)- well, at least i am paid for this one. Quite reasonable too (:

i totally don't wish to go on listing... there are more of course, when school starts next semester (a.k.a. Term 3). All the shit will come lah... jiayou to everyone.

anyway, i shall now force myself to get back to Math.