Are we on the same line?

Things are so different now...

give us three years of segregation, and this is what u get. a gift from london, and a gift hand made. Good job, we really work that hard to stay as the best friends ever, and i love it. But give us one more year...

will my heart still stick to you? I do think so, but as more friends come in, i find myself getting attracted to those people... even if we do make an effort to go out together.
I feel fondness for you, but its the communication thing that's getting in the way. We interact too little... putting myself further and further away from you
our connection will still be intact, strong as ever.

I'm sorry to say that my other party of friends are closer to me, maybe because they were around to help me when i most needed some support? And the times we spent were simply amazing times. Up till now, the outings with them count for at least 1/4 of the top 10 best times in my life SO FAR...

so that explains right?
That i'll choose them over you if there's a clash activities
That i'll be choose to go out with them even if you asked first
That i'll be willing to sacrifice myself for them more than you, which is already loads

And the list may continue, but writing them out just makes me feel like a total jerk.
And its not good for our relationship too...
Even so, i'll still stay by your side when u need me. You know i'll give in to what u want everytime. You know that you're still the best buddy i've ever had, and still is. You know that i'll never grow tired of you.

Once upon a time

there come a time when u have so many things you want to blog about, yet not having the time and courage to do so. Yet when you've finally got some time to blog, you dont feel like blogging anymore, cos you dont know how to write or start.

and in such instances, you're always busy chatting to someone on msn or phone... and things get livelier, so you even more dont want to blog about emo and sad stuff... thats always the trick isnt it? 

sigh, i tend to become rlly reflective and emo when i'm alone outside during night time. wonder y... and then i'd think of one person or thing to find solace and peace, so that i dont start tearing.

lalala, i'm gg to ningbo, shanghai, suzhou... with Mrs Ee!! ahahahaha, don't know how to react

Hush baby, mummy's here

When you were 5, mummy brought you out for an outing to the zoo. You see an ice cream vendor, and you pointed at it, facing your mummy : "mummy, i want!" 

but mummy says "no". 

you cry.

mummy softens up, and got you your favourite ice-cream. cookies and cream

and you smiled radiantly. 

This is happiness.

When you were 8, you went out shopping with your mum on a typical saturday, to paragon, OG, takashimaya... you walked past toys r us, and u see a big monopoly set. You stared at mummy with that big teary eyes, pointing at that, saying "mummy! i want!"

mummy looked at the price, turned around with a concentrated look, and said "no, wait till there's discount."

you started begging, tears almost coming out, "please mama!"

mummy looked at it again, turned around and sighed. 15 minutes later, you skipped out of toys r us, with mummy behind u carrying a big plastic bag.

This is happiness.

When you turned 12, your friend called you and invited you to a birthday party. You took a breathe and asked mummy if u could go.

mummy drank a cup of water, looked at the calendar and said, " but its 2 months to PSLE. You should be studying now."

you started whining, " MMMMmmmm, mummy, please? i'll study after that! Please? please? please?"

mummy looked at you," only if you really promise. If you don't study when u come back, there will be no more parties."

you agreed hastily, " yes, i will! i promise!"

And you went for the party and had loads of fun.

This is happiness.

And now you turn 15, and you went for an outing with your friends. You asked your mum if you could stay out for dinner, your mum looked at you and said yes. You smiled, and continued talking on the phone. The day came, and soon, you finished watching the movie. You settled down with your bunch of friends and was about to eat your dinner, when your mum called and shouted at you ," COME HOME NOW. Didn't i ask you to come home at 8?!"

you were dumb-founded, "er, no."

she snapped back, " come home now!"

and sadly, you went, feeling all sad, pissed and everything but happy.

Its a small world after all

LALALA a nice day for a nice person (:

no, not talking abt the weather, which obviously spoilt my mood. And a lady with such fat and bulky ass ( the largest i'd ever saw) fell when the bus jerked, and sat straight down HARD on my lap! WTFFFFFFFFF and turning around to apologize, her GINORMOUS bag turned and slapped me right in the face. 

@P#%U(*+)IHE$N@Lk#et(g(i@$hket

i think my bone's cracked open

happy early national day!