(:
sister bonding times are strangely fun and totally cool.
had some family bonding time too, ytd b4 gg out. took out the shou gu to prac abit, n started bragging abt how hard it is etc etc (haha ;P) n mum ask me to teach my granddad grandmum. yea, while doing that ,my mind was processing it in another angle ,like those movies thinggem, reflecting on past happy memories, n tat emo music thing... haha
jus felt that it was quite cool, i totally enjoyed tat as well
i know ppl'll think i m weird/ super lucky, but i do hav family probs too. everyone has them. its just the degree of dysfunctionalisation... if there's such word.
as much as i hate my family, i love them too. after all, who can i go to in times of need?
Sunday, June 29, 2008
Friday, June 27, 2008
Me?
whoops, this is bad. B-A-D.
i m actually itching to blog again, after successfully restric myself frm blogging anymore.
Must be someone's infouence.
wonder who...
anyway, watching 我太太是流氓2, at the same time Whose line is it anyway?... its like a while fighting, a while funny.. so weird! hahaha.
shall get on with watching my shows now (:
i m actually itching to blog again, after successfully restric myself frm blogging anymore.
Must be someone's infouence.
wonder who...
anyway, watching 我太太是流氓2, at the same time Whose line is it anyway?... its like a while fighting, a while funny.. so weird! hahaha.
shall get on with watching my shows now (:
Thursday, June 26, 2008
Touched
Just came back from a concert by my sis's school... for their 75th anniversary.
The children looked so cute! When the youngests of those came out with table tennis bats, my tears couldn't hold it any longer.
I had no idea what drove me to that, but, i seem to feel so much emotions for them, dancing... dancing... dancing... Oh how innocent they looked, as i stared at them for a seemingly long time..............................................before the stage cleared.
Ah, what i'd do to get the chance to go back to my primary school days when i don't worry about so much things (and there's gg to be more each year as i grow).
Carefree.
No chance to regret it now.
Morbid? at this age, i shld be yearning for adulthood or sth, like what everyone does... Nope, my heart stays with the bouncy scuttlers that are filling up the stage in UCC, filling up the stage in my heart, giving a show to just me. Alone.
And I cried again. Just felt touched by the children... flinging their arms senselessly as their teacher wants to, yet enjoying all the time, smiling and smiling, true from the heart.
A forced smile...
The children looked so cute! When the youngests of those came out with table tennis bats, my tears couldn't hold it any longer.
I had no idea what drove me to that, but, i seem to feel so much emotions for them, dancing... dancing... dancing... Oh how innocent they looked, as i stared at them for a seemingly long time..............................................before the stage cleared.
Ah, what i'd do to get the chance to go back to my primary school days when i don't worry about so much things (and there's gg to be more each year as i grow).
Carefree.
No chance to regret it now.
Morbid? at this age, i shld be yearning for adulthood or sth, like what everyone does... Nope, my heart stays with the bouncy scuttlers that are filling up the stage in UCC, filling up the stage in my heart, giving a show to just me. Alone.
And I cried again. Just felt touched by the children... flinging their arms senselessly as their teacher wants to, yet enjoying all the time, smiling and smiling, true from the heart.
A forced smile...
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
You said that last night.
Oh man, i m seriously not doing this again?! at almost 1 am in the morning, and blogging when i m supposed to be slping.
shucks... tchr wants to listen to my solo tmr.. *DIES*
hm, i wonder why nowadays when i am alone, i tend to think of things i constantly remind myself not to. Then i'll start emo-ing in my heart, but show nothing at all on the outside. WEIRD. wendy, get a grip on yourself.
hey dude! (yes, directed at someone, despite the last post -.-) i'm still on abt being a child psychologist aft.. 7mths ok... n u were saying the thought'll die out soon. Though now its not psychologist i want. its PSYCHIARTRIST.
yepp, psychologist who prescribes medicine.
i feel this way everytime i think of you... why?
it's so different from the rest, despite myself saying over and over again that it is impossible...
get out of my life! to save the both of us...
before its too late for me...
shucks... tchr wants to listen to my solo tmr.. *DIES*
hm, i wonder why nowadays when i am alone, i tend to think of things i constantly remind myself not to. Then i'll start emo-ing in my heart, but show nothing at all on the outside. WEIRD. wendy, get a grip on yourself.
hey dude! (yes, directed at someone, despite the last post -.-) i'm still on abt being a child psychologist aft.. 7mths ok... n u were saying the thought'll die out soon. Though now its not psychologist i want. its PSYCHIARTRIST.
yepp, psychologist who prescribes medicine.
i feel this way everytime i think of you... why?
it's so different from the rest, despite myself saying over and over again that it is impossible...
get out of my life! to save the both of us...
before its too late for me...
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Do you care for me?
Whew
a long time had elapsed since i last posted. perhaps thats all for the best. I don't know what to blog about anyway... not to mention that i do have a wordpress n a few more blog links...
yea, its smack in the middle of the night, and i m chiong-ing trigo, at the same time reading ppl's blogs. n sms-ing. SUPER UNHEALTHY. what can I do anyway... welcome to my life.
had NYCO prac today, was lin lao's dazu... SHA DI ER n MENG ZHI BALI~ both are super nice, but i happen to be on the weird side of it.
plays weird instruments for both pieces, and apparently, my juniors (frm other section) thinks they're damn COOL- sure.
They won't say that if they're the ones playing a shou gu till their hands get damn red n pain or slapping paigus with conga sticks cos congas are non-existence in CO. sure.
i know, must be wondering why the psot title...
Do you care for me?
Not directing at anyone. Seriously. I have the impression that if a sentence is directed to someone, everyone who reads it will think it's them. It must be true. Or it's just me. So don't think I am directing it to anyone.
*wow... my mum just spelt chaos with a K* grins... silly old mum <3
ok, so the hustle and bustle of holidays are over. GOOD
UK trip was cool. what could I say about it. Seriously, if u r planning to see me blog abt UK trip, then u can sit in front of the comp for a few thousand more years. it'll appear soon enough.
MOE CO CAMP was quite fun. *still have the songs stuck in my head!!!* Loved the last day the most.
i have so given up on maths now. NO MORE TRIGO.
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...
...
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just thinking of some things...
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...
...
...
have you ever had a sense of elation yet sorrow at the same time?
that you are happy to see a person happy, even if it makes you sad?
and you always want to keep that person in sight for as long as you can?
to hold the moment of being together longer so that you can enjoy it more?
that is love, my dear, love.
a long time had elapsed since i last posted. perhaps thats all for the best. I don't know what to blog about anyway... not to mention that i do have a wordpress n a few more blog links...
yea, its smack in the middle of the night, and i m chiong-ing trigo, at the same time reading ppl's blogs. n sms-ing. SUPER UNHEALTHY. what can I do anyway... welcome to my life.
had NYCO prac today, was lin lao's dazu... SHA DI ER n MENG ZHI BALI~ both are super nice, but i happen to be on the weird side of it.
plays weird instruments for both pieces, and apparently, my juniors (frm other section) thinks they're damn COOL- sure.
They won't say that if they're the ones playing a shou gu till their hands get damn red n pain or slapping paigus with conga sticks cos congas are non-existence in CO. sure.
i know, must be wondering why the psot title...
Do you care for me?
Not directing at anyone. Seriously. I have the impression that if a sentence is directed to someone, everyone who reads it will think it's them. It must be true. Or it's just me. So don't think I am directing it to anyone.
*wow... my mum just spelt chaos with a K* grins... silly old mum <3
ok, so the hustle and bustle of holidays are over. GOOD
UK trip was cool. what could I say about it. Seriously, if u r planning to see me blog abt UK trip, then u can sit in front of the comp for a few thousand more years. it'll appear soon enough.
MOE CO CAMP was quite fun. *still have the songs stuck in my head!!!* Loved the last day the most.
i have so given up on maths now. NO MORE TRIGO.
...
...
...
...
just thinking of some things...
...
...
...
...
have you ever had a sense of elation yet sorrow at the same time?
that you are happy to see a person happy, even if it makes you sad?
and you always want to keep that person in sight for as long as you can?
to hold the moment of being together longer so that you can enjoy it more?
that is love, my dear, love.
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