wow looks at the time. 3.30am.
n to the hell with blocks. just done searching all the nyco related stuff on goggle (typical :P) yea, quite please with the comments n such. NYCO <3. somehow, this concert is the best i'd ever had.
maybe its the super hard work over the past months and all that frantic anxiety over everything to be in perfect order, that's why the success felt so satisfying. Too satisfying indeed.
only know do i really understand post concert depressions. Yea, i do miss the other concerts (some only) and syfs etc etc, but this particular concert gave me the deepest impression. So mych that i still want it to continue on forever, to have another round... come to think of it, its the last NYCO concert i'll have. Pass all the ups and downs, happy and frightening moments... i've never felt so bonded to a chinese orchestra in my life before. you are the 1st and the only one that can do it, nyco.
who's going to remember what they ate for dinner on concert day? who's going to remember what notes they played wrongly?
of course, its the standing ovation we received from the audiences, the hectic backstage experiences, the end concert clear up (like ahem, moving instruments back to m401 till 1pm etc), the near shit my qin xuan snapped into half moments and most importantly, the music we as nyco felt as a whole, and in turn offereing it to our audience.
come to think of it now, i don't even havethe mood to study... feels kind of like... i'd have lost everything, no direction, just walking because there's a road. I know, i'd been warned by me angel before, n expecting it to come, but, i didn;t know the impact would be this great, like staying up till 4am n such.
it'll pass, it'll [ass. thats what everyone keep saying. and it definitely will pass... but how long before that?
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