over :(

aw man, i cannot stand the prospect of saturday coming (: to the heck with all the homework.

GECO concert was a success man! and i really enjoyed my time (: its actually the first time in my whole life i enjoy performing in a concert. As in form my heart. Didn't feel nervous... really, just enjoying my whole time. The feeling is totally different from the other concerts (like nyco concert). I will never forget this day (:
Thanks everyone, especially my beloved section for all the good and sometimes not so good memories.
Tonight's concert was a blast! Like duh~ geco leh... hahaha.

This concert's journey has really taught me many things and gained me a lot of experience. I am really appreciative of all the advices and opportunities given to me. I really will treasure all of these (:

ponders

I remember a sentence that goes this way... from this movie that i watched long long time ago

When children have problems, they ask the adults for help. When adults have problems, they ask the gods for help. But when gods have problems, who do they look up to for help?

People are just too reliant on others to make things happen.
Poor gods. They have to feel the pain of their little beings on earth and their own problems too....

But then again, if people were not so reliant, there won't be a need for gods eh?

Anyway, thanks for the advice, the key, the words of encouragement and the happy times (: these little happy things really pull me through these times (: Well, of course each item comes from different people.

no......

i am sorry. sorry for not considering all the factors for why the reactions.

the underlying reason is for us to be more visible to someone isn't it?
don't worry. he will pull through till after the concert. This concert will be played in memory for him. He will pull through to hear how wonderful the concert was.

yes.

Pfffffffffffffffft

okay fine... so i come home earlier than 10 pm and u smile. SO? do u see me do more to her things that u want me to do?
staying out doesn't mean anything much okay. I still am doing what i did a few nights ago.

Oh whatever.

Anyway, *keeps fingers crossed* things better turn out fine. SHE better not know. AF...... shucks

Sometimes things are just like that

i can't say i hate them because deep in my heart, i really love them.

But i can say i am quite irritated. But still... they are them after all. I'll be even more worried if they don't shout at me for coming home late or sth... haha

At most i bear the always-short-lived consequences.

I understand... i really understand. but at the same time, i also need to do what i want to.

today is

aiya sho shad.... thought we could have some fun at yishun... didn't expect it to happen leh....
next time okay? X)

but anyway, today's xiaozu was quite productive (: haha short of a few distractive personals...And a few more complaints from some ppl whom unfortunately for those ppl mentioned, their cause is quite true. haha

ah kns... tmr must go see teacher early in the morning... so shit. out of all the timings she can choose...

HOHOHO

really tough week ahead! shouldn't have joined moe co camp.. then i'll have more time doing other stuff like practicing... anyway, if we don't go, how are we to get ppl to watch our concert?
hahahaha


needs to slp... but can't :( tmr needa wake up early mann

stop the time!

HAHAHAHAHA

it's so funny how people react to certain other people during different times. It's so fun to watch these reactions. They really bring quite a lot of entertainment (:
It's cool being those certain other people too.... hahahaha

interesting human reactions (:

woah! it's going to be a tough half a month left ahead! gambatte XD

Bloody shit

Yea, look at my msn nick. I feel like a piece of shit now.
feel darn lousy.

Okay so i sent a "threatening" email to each and everyone of you urging you guys to be quieter during dazus.
So I agreed to your request of not using harsh words on all of you because of age and respect.
So I let you guys talk during dazu, only hushing you guys up when it gets a little too noisy. Which by the way is considered too loud for some people IN FRONT of us AND SOME OTHER PEOPLE ACROSS THE ROOM.
So I don't just shout shut up at you guys after trying to hush you guys up for the umpteenth time.
SO I DID TRY TO MAKE YOU GUYS SHUT THE HELL UP AFTER PRACTICES BECAUSE YOU KNOW I NEED TO TALK AND I CAN NEVER HEAR MYSELF.
SO I DON'T CARE WHEN YOU GUYS CONTINUE JAMMING AFTER 5 BLOODY SECONDS OF PEACE.

can i beg you guys to be more SENSITIVE AND CONSIDERATE? and sometimes it's not that i like saying harsh words. do you think by saying nicely and reminding everyone all the time works better than harsh words? Did it work?

sorry, i am just feeling damn lousy. Every time any one say something about our section that is not good, I feel disappointed AND DARN SAD... i feel hurt. And then i am not saying that i am perfect. i slip too...
have more self discipline perhaps?

don't do this to me?

Wheww whee!

Wow. Today's verdict: CRAZY.

it was weirdly crazy in the afternoon with the older generation.
AND at night, hilariously high with my crazed section. NOT because they drank o.O

haha explains alot why i love being with them so much doesn't it? hahahahahahahahahahahaha
okay now i am being damn high

fun day

yay! science centre trip was damn fun!

Da Vinci is a stupid genius. bleah...
should have brought more money... got so much stuff i want to buy... SIGH

nevertheless, it was a fun day!

holSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

writing autobiography can be quite fun!
*thanks my teacher despite forcing me to write in chinese*

yea, it was an autobiography on my yangqin life. Wrote 10 pages and barely started on being in NAFA... haha
and halfway thru i got a little emotional... after all its about CO and then lately i start seeing my old friends again... so funny how people can become so like complete stranger despite a close past eh...

its not that i don't want to say hi to u! every time i look at u u turn away, and every time i spy u looking at me, i am in the midst of doing sth...
okay face the truth, i didn't know how to react... but strangely, every time i think about it, i could picture me going towards u and smiling, saying a hello at the same time.

AH SHIT... to the hell with getting old friends back. SMILE WENDY. SMILE