Sometimes things are just like that

i can't say i hate them because deep in my heart, i really love them.

But i can say i am quite irritated. But still... they are them after all. I'll be even more worried if they don't shout at me for coming home late or sth... haha

At most i bear the always-short-lived consequences.

I understand... i really understand. but at the same time, i also need to do what i want to.