HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Welcome 2010! a year of new ventures ahead! For nobody's information (FNI), I am now at Julian's house celebrating new year with fellow ge mates (: not all but yea! (: shall go off now (:

Sleepless night

Pffffffft..... Why did I drink so much tea?! hehe.. In the first place, I shouldn't have Why did I drink so much tea?! Then again, if I didn't drink wine I won't need to drink tea to stay sober. It's yet another sleepless night...

Ahhh the moon is so bright and pretty.... * mesmerized mesmerized* gosh! The more I look at it, the scarier it looks!

Thanks everyone for the wonderful presents! And everyone whom I spent my day with everyday. Ah! The most eventful christmas ever! Sorta bu3 chang2 my bland and come- at- the - wrong- time birthday..

Now, to learn how to spend away lonely sleepless nights...

Merry Christmas!

Had a fun time with my fellow Eroickeys (:
Though....... they didn't go as planned at the end cos everyone just got carried away with k boxing -.- thanks so much... WHICH is why i don't like to k box.. well one of the reasons..
Avatar was quite nice, but i agree that it's a little pointless

Today, i had a fun time with Dill at Kallang leisure park! lost touch on ice skating.... *coughscoughs* BUT AHA! i finally learnt how to skate backwards!
Bodyguards and Assassins is quite nice too! Emo here and there... but haha worth the 2 hours. SINCE... it's like empty and I was lying down on 2 seats by the end of the show... comfortable (:

AND..... christmas eve! (which is now) partying at my couz house~~ too bad some people aren't going :( which is my whole purpose of going in the first place

Hehe... this year's christmas is like the most happening~ (:

Merry Christmas everyone! Have fun!

My 109th post!!

Whooooooo! My 109th post on itouch! Yayness

finally made my new spectacles and crazily agreed to organize an event..... Hi woman why are you always doing crazy things?

Anyway, congrats to everyone who contributed in any way to the sucess of the singapore yangqin society concert! Cheers to many more years of friendship and fun.

I have recently stopped being addicted to Internet. Like it doesn't appeal to me anymore. Not even facebook.......... Mum says it's a good thing hehe.... Ah well at least...

Me blog looks like a total failure but I don't care~ hehe I like the squiggly~~~~~ it squiggles!

Stop randoming !!!!

I WONDER....

The craziness of a piece.... obviously my wonderings will go to waste. I am wondering if it is possible to borrow a real bianzhong. 编钟。
Obviously impossible SINCE the only 2-3 orchestras who own a set- or at least part of a set in Singapore will never lend their instruments.
Not to talk about that bulk of an instrument.
It costs a fortune WHICH other than those 2-3 orchestras, probably no other orchestras can afford to get them.

Watch crazy people do crazy things. But sometimes, 心有余而力不足. THAT is the sad reality of life.

I wish I am touring in Europe now.

Oh yea. Sorry guys for having to wait for my KYUSHU photo album on fb.. i tried to upload the pictures today.. but i tried 3 TIMES and everytime there's always a reason it couldn't finish uploading. SO hehe.. i'll try again tmr.

A crazy idea just passed my head. BUT if I were that person i will not part with my money so easily for no benefit.

When am i going to make my new pair of spectacles?! W)#U)($R#$%*!@)(&!^_^&#!

Going into randomness now... pffffft.

Shall I go or not?

Okay. one whole week of being busy and now i am back.

Yea, i know, i owe 30 people photos and a few others ticket sales... blahblahblah

but to those who know, thanks for being patient and understanding

for those who don't know, sorry for dragging things and i really understand all your worries no matter how hard on me you all were...

oh the irony.. and we are not supposed to wear bright coloured clothes, namely red, for 100 days? what's my red car for eh? (:

Yea man!

HAHAHAHAHA.....

after being on an unofficial blogging hiatus, i'm back! hehe..
for no reason o.O

been having loads of fun alone time after eoys and O lvl is here!

Gee... in school, everyone's talking about what subject combi to take next year and so on.. and here i am wondering i can even think of those things... but no matter what, i still have to face them eh, no use feeling sad over it all the time... since what is done cannot be undone. Everything is already settled and decided.. all i can do is to wait for it to reach me. Only i really really hope it's for the better

Besides that, everyone's also talking about future career and stuff... let's just say i don't need to worry about the 1st problem, i have no idea what i want too... no. what i don't want.. Faced with two possibilities, one of which is almost impossible and the other is not easy to grasp.. which one should i 拼了命去争取呢？
Yet again, what happens in the future, no one knows, and the possibilities are definitely not only 2.

Sigh, don't really know whether i should fight for myself or 走一步算一步, forget about the risks. Take the safe route.

Still, these are problems not worth thinking until my first one is settled. Wish for the best.
Shall end here (:

This is crazy

I AM GOING MAD.......

from trying desperately to find the piece that I keep humming....... Dang it! why are 20th century composers so unpredictable!! Dang Shosta! So hard to find anything at all! But i love that melody~so dainty! GRR! pissed

In the meantime, it's 3 days to EOYS :( = 3 days to MY BIRTHDAY :D... but fancy having a birthday on the 1st day of EOYs... life sucks hardcore

I want to KNOW THAT PIECE!

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FINALLY BLOCKS OVER~~~~~~~~! yay yay yay haha

Went to cold storage earlier on today, and hey, well come to the future (:

Yes, futuristic cart. It's called the futurecart.... a mini TV in front of the trolley you push around in a supermarket which shows you which section of the supermarket you are at, AND prevent you from "accidentally" pushing it back to your house (:

Simply classic~

we wanted to buy all these yougurt at 10 for $9. Yea cass is holding 10- almost dropping. Okay no they dropped.

In the end we chose 4 (: mango, blueberry, aloe vera n apple... wanted to buy like hagen daaz too. Cold storage was having some treat. Spend $20 and above using a FUTURE CART and get something free. AND the free thing is lurve~ hahaha lol! and then we decided not to cos we were gg to have ice- cream cake in a few hours.. (:

After the cashier: Thank you for shopping in Cold storage hahahaha (: so cool

Today

Waaaa..... mrs ee evil leh... gave me only 3 nights to prepare a ppt for co. HAR... but it was quite well done, so can la (:

Li Yun Di's concert was not say really Wow wow.... but could tell he was like pissed or sth.... couldn't wait to finish n get home..... har... but ah well, what gives.

but Li is still good.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASS~ 

haha today was an eventful day (:

Went to bishan in the morning to get cake for surprise party, n on the way met chunyang before going over... When everyone reached Admiralty mrt station, I called cass, pretending I fought with my parents and asked her if i could go to her house (in the cry-ish way). Cass asked her mum n she said okay, so i said i was 15 minutes away. (Of course her mum knows! i asked her for permission to crash her house ytd!!)

We reached and went to 9th level so that we don't make so much noise and alert her. We were like crowding around the middle level between 7th and 8th stairs trying to put the candles in place when this aunty suddenly came up to us with that *suspicious eyes*!! haha then she saw the cake and went away.

Then to execute the plan! It kind of was not exactly like how i planned... i was supposed to call her n tell her i am outside so she open the door, then as she opens the door, we sing happy birthday!

But the actually thing went like that... somehow, the brothers didn't come with me to the door, hiding by the turn. So i just pressed the door bell, n cass let me in with me "looking rather down"... closing the door behind me. Then the 8 brothers came again, ringing the door bell. Cass's mum shouted at cass to open the door. Then she opens and "HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!........" harharhar!! got a shock of her life man! (: yayness!

Then chunyang managed to convince me to go watch liu xing's concert... bloody $55!! ahh! and the row behind us where moses n gang were sitting were like $20!!!!!!!! Q#@)U@)G($GVP@$(... thanks man! and it wasn't rlly worth it... as usual the orchestra: intonation er... balance er.... yea u get the point

yay shall go facebook upload pictures of today

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100th post!

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I've never seen some people go online so often before (often aka more than once every month o.O)Ah ha! okay means nothing... only that i have more chances of talking to those people hahaha....

Went for yo concert today... 

one phrase: reverse peristalsis... 

sorry dear brahms!!! 

okay la, on the whole it wasn't that bad... and i see improvements from Eroica!! haha wonders of brahms.

okay shall go off now..... 

so much for the 100th post

Out of practice

yea seriously... my fingers just refuse to be evenly in control, with me staring at horror as my fingers become tangled o.O...

Grace came at 1.30am, n we cooked maggi mee n milk tea while watching in the dark (: nice!

Okay shall do the pissed one now.
When u are pissed, these are the few things u can do to alleviate the mounting fire in you:
1) Go take a warm, steamy shower. Better still if u have bath tub. Use it as how a bath tub should be used (: The effect is instantaneous!
2) Play your instrument!! Get you off your thoughts for that while, kind of an escape to some heavenly retreat in your mind. Okay an escape from troubles/reality. It de-stresses too! <3<3>

Ah well... *waits for photos to be bluetoothed into lappy*

Today I tagged along with mum to her ex-colleagues' reunion lunch. We went to this jap restaurant called shokudo @ Heeren. I thought it was quite cool... like how the 6 of them were colleagues for not more than 5 years, and yet they are still in contact with each other now. They were all engineers in VSL, and now all of them are not in VSL... the power of friendship... haha, and then most are married with children (: (ME!!) I went for their previous reunion as well (about 3 or 4 years ago). It's quite cool how although they left VSL at different times, they still are together. And it's been at least 10 years already. Then i suddenly found myself thinking, "Will TBR be like them in the not so far away future?" Well, basically TBR, but other groups of friends too... will we still meet up after we have our own jobs n our own lives to live? I think it really depends on staying in contact and really giving the effort to make it possible. Haha...

ANYWAY, that restaurant was quite cool! It wasn't really a restaurant. More like a street of jap food... Took some pictues of it:

That is outside heeren... shokudo. name of restaurant

This is INSIDE shokudo (: one of the stalls

The "more like street" thing i was talking about... stalls along a roadway haha..

And then we use card to pay for whatever we want to eat... The exit is erm supermarket look alike. A few cashiers for ppl to queue up and pay up (depending on the amount in the card) before being able to exit... hahaha. cool~

okay i shall go n slp. tmr's a day for chionging SRQ, n math (which i will probably DO on monday. do.)

hohoho

i conclude that brandenburg concerto kills my brain cells...

yay!! in slightly less than 1 hour, grace is coming over to watch GATTACA with me! haha starts at 2am on HBO (: can't wait!!

in the mean time, should i go watch another movie or get myself familarized with brahms string quartets/bach's brandenburg concertos? HM.....

okay, the show on now is just weird... i shall listen n probably fall asleep o.O O.o o.O O.o haha okay no.

bored

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hm.... some how after using safari for a long time, using internet explorer back is abit funny... i think i like safari more than explorer.. haha.

Never thought i'd say this so early, but, i am really looking forward to this year's NAC piano and violin music competition. 5-13 dec (: 2 years back one was quite wow, since i am such a noob in piano...

Tuesday.
For the first time in my whole life, i had nothing- NOTHING at all to do on a typical tuesday afternoon. AHH the CCA days!!! :( :( :(
But thankfully the taiwan guys are around. Went to AMK hub with lele and shirlynn and we totally spammed the food section, which is a pathetic plot of sunken land on basement 1. While waiting for hui jun of course! Then the taiwan buddies, huiyan n A lee came, to find that the taiwan buddies wanted to shop more than eat... haha. anyway, we the few of us kind of "stalked" them around AMK hub! banged into them, n ingrid's buddy called me! haha he remembers my name! It was quite boring actually, walking aimlessly, but at the same time, quite a way to waste time off. Took pics with the taiwan buddies (THEIR LAST DAY WITH US! ahh haha) before they left! And then we found out that ingrid's buddy (jing han! i rmb your name! haha) made a bracelet that says I <3 S*X hahaha so naughty arh! and he is younger than us o.o

I guess my youth day ytd is repaid today haha.

Then when you are alone at home, and feel like relaxing, i have some suggestions (: it works!! haha that's if u are an avid fan of brahms or in general, classical music :P
1) Listen to Brahms. ESPECIALLY symphony no 4 movement 1. It is overly soothing and romantic. Basis: his harmony is superb! Painting a calm and relaxed mood in the atmosphere. Like what one of my friend said when he heard it, " feels like a leaf slowly floating down... as light as feather." I was having major trauma one fine day last year n i turned it on. That totally made me more composed! yay for brahms. totally sensational.
2) Get some chocolate! It really works! chocolate's been scientifically proven that it calms one down. So no reason to not try! haha only, please don't take chocolates which are of lousy quality ( those chinese new year coin chocolates are totally OUT). Cadbury works just fine. Swiss chocs are still better though (:
3) Go turn on the computer and start blog surfing! *with brahms still playing of course* alternatively, read your own past entries if you have a blog. It brings back a little of nostalgia, but the over effect is really cool.
4) Go watch a movie. at home of course! turn on HBO or Star World or something along that line...with a cup of hot drink. Fattening, not really, depending on what drink you have. Entertaining, totally. Relaxing, probably, depending on what movie you are watching
5) Do some catching up with old friends you haven't been seeing for a long long long time! It totally let u rmb all the happy past that u had been forced to leave behind.

Okay, that's the end of things u can do if u are alone at home and feel like relaxing. shall do the pissing one the next time i blog! haha

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NOT AGAIN!!!!

FOR SOME REASONS, MY STUPID TAGBOARD AND EVERYTHING ELSE IS BELOW MY WHOLE POST AGAIN...... sigh until when i decide to see how to fix it again, i'm so sorry! haha

Happy Youth Day!

Youth Day saw me walking down the sodden path alone, along Bugis...

Haha, no, actually my plan for today is to stay at home and finish up my homework o.O basically just HMP research paper on Verdi and his Operas... yea, i know, such a stupid me who chose a topic that is not that easy to do. Went to Bugis library to find more stuff on Verdi. Well, no, actually it is for me to get more citations which would look nice on my bibliography page. Cos the books I photocopied pages of and borrowed were not of much use. Well, mum dropped me off, n went to hospital, giving me around 1 hour to finish my data collecting, which I did in slightly less than an hour.
So i decided to go walk around Bugis. Went into the iluma, and that was quite interesting.. Realised some interesting things. From saturday's shopping spree and today's iluma, i realised that the new shopping malls in s'pore are rather greyscale and they really focus on exterior design. And small intricate shops as the main shops, with restaurants all high up in the sky, haha. Well, at least, i bought a few presents there, and went to OG to buy the pair of shoes I saw ytd which i wanted (: Okay, so it's hello kitty flats, but hey, it looks nice (: A little treat for my lonely youth day, haha... In the end, I had to go home myself cos if i didn't, i won't be able to finish my hmp paper... while walking, rain poured -.- thanks mann...

Was on the train when i saw this poster along the tunnel at city hall...

 i think it should be readable, yea that's me with my new bag which mum bought a few days ago for me, and a black skirt. Holding an OG bag with shoes inside. Anyway, just so incase it is unreadable, the whole thing goes lke this:

The composer Johannes Brahms  was an avid collector of toy soldiers. He played with them until even well in his thirties!

That was an advertisement for SSO's 30th anniversary, but main point is, BRAHMS! <3>

oops haha! well, now i have ALMOST finished hmp paper (: shall go finish it up

Inspirational

nothing. just suddenly thought of that title.

had a very very funny conversation with qin kai ytd (: kept me awake the whole of the 1st three wee hours of today (: could NOT stop laughing at all... HAHAHAHA oops, so sorry! After the whole thing I was felt guilty yet amused at the same time.

i realised i have been "blogging" for a very long time. and this is what i had written so far haha

Spent my whole day out with mum today... well not exactly the whole day cos i woke up for lunch o.O But it was the whole afternoon and night! We were planning to go to the new mall, orchard centre, to look around. Dad dropped us opposite Far East cos he didn't want to go into town aka pay ERP... so we walked across the overhead bridge, and on a side note, saw gao tian! HAHAHA.... anyway, walked across the overhead bridge, n mum was choosing whether to walk down by the bridge or just slunk into far east n walk down from there aka enjoy aircon... of course we can't resist the temptation of aircon haha... so we went into far east. AND then, the most predictable thing happened... HAHAHAHA we went in n was stuck in there for around 3 hours. OOPS!
Saw rebekah and the taiwan buddy there too! haha... we walked the whole of far east, and tried many dresses, and of course finally bought many dresses too! Quite cool (: Fruitful day i guess... HAHA...

then we went on to orchard centre and had a look around. design was quite nice, but a bit too grey scale. Very interesting themes for each level, and that's about it cos there are still many shops that are not ready to open for business yet. Then we found out one thing. The MOS BURGER outlet there was the most HIGH CLASS mos burger outlet ever! haha like seriously, glass cup for drinks and soup cup for soup? haha!

Did some catching up with an old old old friend whom i recently just start seeing her again. Ah the old times (: for a period of time, i didn't know if we could still get together again... haha thanks for just now though!

<3 my new dresses n shirts n BELT! haha

Okay i admit! Russian composers are good. Recently just got addicted to Stravinsky's Rite of Spring. Okay weird, but seriously! it is really nice! But that is an interesting piece of music... created a riot in the audiences when it first premiered. Half the hall supported that piece, and the other half were against it.
But I still like the germans more. BRAHMS~ haha Brahms FTW!

yay for friday

ICE AGE 3 was nice. Well, at least, it could do without the 3D... but the fun part is that we got the best seats in the house! yay! That we must really really thank Moses for selecting the seats, and Weileong for paying the extra booking fees (: Thank you!! The BEST part is that it was a partial but anyway still is GE outing! (: geeeez
Anyway, sad that there is still no CO pracs and tha FOA is postponed... but ah well, we will still get them, hopefully i guess..

we should totally have more ge outings (:

over :(

aw man, i cannot stand the prospect of saturday coming (: to the heck with all the homework.

GECO concert was a success man! and i really enjoyed my time (: its actually the first time in my whole life i enjoy performing in a concert. As in form my heart. Didn't feel nervous... really, just enjoying my whole time. The feeling is totally different from the other concerts (like nyco concert). I will never forget this day (:
Thanks everyone, especially my beloved section for all the good and sometimes not so good memories.
Tonight's concert was a blast! Like duh~ geco leh... hahaha.

This concert's journey has really taught me many things and gained me a lot of experience. I am really appreciative of all the advices and opportunities given to me. I really will treasure all of these (:

ponders

I remember a sentence that goes this way... from this movie that i watched long long time ago

When children have problems, they ask the adults for help. When adults have problems, they ask the gods for help. But when gods have problems, who do they look up to for help?

People are just too reliant on others to make things happen.
Poor gods. They have to feel the pain of their little beings on earth and their own problems too....

But then again, if people were not so reliant, there won't be a need for gods eh?

Anyway, thanks for the advice, the key, the words of encouragement and the happy times (: these little happy things really pull me through these times (: Well, of course each item comes from different people.

no......

i am sorry. sorry for not considering all the factors for why the reactions.

the underlying reason is for us to be more visible to someone isn't it?
don't worry. he will pull through till after the concert. This concert will be played in memory for him. He will pull through to hear how wonderful the concert was.

yes.

Pfffffffffffffffft

okay fine... so i come home earlier than 10 pm and u smile. SO? do u see me do more to her things that u want me to do?
staying out doesn't mean anything much okay. I still am doing what i did a few nights ago.

Oh whatever.

Anyway, *keeps fingers crossed* things better turn out fine. SHE better not know. AF...... shucks

Sometimes things are just like that

i can't say i hate them because deep in my heart, i really love them.

But i can say i am quite irritated. But still... they are them after all. I'll be even more worried if they don't shout at me for coming home late or sth... haha

At most i bear the always-short-lived consequences.

I understand... i really understand. but at the same time, i also need to do what i want to.

today is

aiya sho shad.... thought we could have some fun at yishun... didn't expect it to happen leh....
next time okay? X)

but anyway, today's xiaozu was quite productive (: haha short of a few distractive personals...And a few more complaints from some ppl whom unfortunately for those ppl mentioned, their cause is quite true. haha

ah kns... tmr must go see teacher early in the morning... so shit. out of all the timings she can choose...

HOHOHO

really tough week ahead! shouldn't have joined moe co camp.. then i'll have more time doing other stuff like practicing... anyway, if we don't go, how are we to get ppl to watch our concert?
hahahaha


needs to slp... but can't :( tmr needa wake up early mann

stop the time!

HAHAHAHAHA

it's so funny how people react to certain other people during different times. It's so fun to watch these reactions. They really bring quite a lot of entertainment (:
It's cool being those certain other people too.... hahahaha

interesting human reactions (:

woah! it's going to be a tough half a month left ahead! gambatte XD

Bloody shit

Yea, look at my msn nick. I feel like a piece of shit now.
feel darn lousy.

Okay so i sent a "threatening" email to each and everyone of you urging you guys to be quieter during dazus.
So I agreed to your request of not using harsh words on all of you because of age and respect.
So I let you guys talk during dazu, only hushing you guys up when it gets a little too noisy. Which by the way is considered too loud for some people IN FRONT of us AND SOME OTHER PEOPLE ACROSS THE ROOM.
So I don't just shout shut up at you guys after trying to hush you guys up for the umpteenth time.
SO I DID TRY TO MAKE YOU GUYS SHUT THE HELL UP AFTER PRACTICES BECAUSE YOU KNOW I NEED TO TALK AND I CAN NEVER HEAR MYSELF.
SO I DON'T CARE WHEN YOU GUYS CONTINUE JAMMING AFTER 5 BLOODY SECONDS OF PEACE.

can i beg you guys to be more SENSITIVE AND CONSIDERATE? and sometimes it's not that i like saying harsh words. do you think by saying nicely and reminding everyone all the time works better than harsh words? Did it work?

sorry, i am just feeling damn lousy. Every time any one say something about our section that is not good, I feel disappointed AND DARN SAD... i feel hurt. And then i am not saying that i am perfect. i slip too...
have more self discipline perhaps?

don't do this to me?

Wheww whee!

Wow. Today's verdict: CRAZY.

it was weirdly crazy in the afternoon with the older generation.
AND at night, hilariously high with my crazed section. NOT because they drank o.O

haha explains alot why i love being with them so much doesn't it? hahahahahahahahahahahaha
okay now i am being damn high

fun day

yay! science centre trip was damn fun!

Da Vinci is a stupid genius. bleah...
should have brought more money... got so much stuff i want to buy... SIGH

nevertheless, it was a fun day!

holSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

writing autobiography can be quite fun!
*thanks my teacher despite forcing me to write in chinese*

yea, it was an autobiography on my yangqin life. Wrote 10 pages and barely started on being in NAFA... haha
and halfway thru i got a little emotional... after all its about CO and then lately i start seeing my old friends again... so funny how people can become so like complete stranger despite a close past eh...

its not that i don't want to say hi to u! every time i look at u u turn away, and every time i spy u looking at me, i am in the midst of doing sth...
okay face the truth, i didn't know how to react... but strangely, every time i think about it, i could picture me going towards u and smiling, saying a hello at the same time.

AH SHIT... to the hell with getting old friends back. SMILE WENDY. SMILE

Ahhhhhhhhh

And that whole screwed week of sabbs ended perfectly! at night of course.

Star gazing was so cool! well of course not lying on the field and watch stars twinkle, but really see details of stars/moon! wow. Moon was quite ordinary. My telescope could see as well too.
SATURN! was a great surprise! its the first time i saw saturn "live" (consider it past since it takes ____ light years for light on saturn to reflect to earth) with its rings and Titan (one of saturn's moons) orbiting! i saw titan move!!!! ahh 8screams in excitement* (:

And then ytd was quite exciting too, with all that hubalaba (whatever it means. wait it doesn't mean anything) about a new piece we are working on. Overly exciting and fun! it is over challenging, but at the same time catchy, so when we familiarized with the score, we will more be having fun than worrying about wrong notes/rhythms. that is so cool.

hope to see more!

One week gone

whoa, and it was a whole week of gaming and gaming... only except my computer was spoilt on one day i was being a nice kid on monday.

Besides that, it's hour sand hours of chioning everything, which i think i didn't do well enough because i didn't give enough effort.

okay lame shit. I have no idea why i am describing my boring life (which by th eway is not gg to be so boring soon- june hols) wahahahahahahaha :D okay i am crazy.
seriously, this should teach our teachers a lesson to not giv eus so much homework during sabbs week. Ppl just start poning school just to do homework. Defeats all purpose.

Okay shall go back to gaming now o.O sigh
well at least cosmo is nice

Nothing much

Wow can't imagine a 2-year-old cold war can end with a smile, yet again accidentally. Like how it started accidentally...
I was actually laughing at a joke -.-

ANYWAY, nothing much today... tata go play games

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Think about it.

A tells B stuff about C which is not 100% true because it is only in A's point of view. C knows and doesn't care. One day, C goes around advertising about an event, only to see that B isn't very supportive, despite the fact that B and C were quite good friends.
Won't C then thinks that B has been influenced by A to feel negative about C? Won't C been sad and feel rejected? (even though C may know that B is quite straightforward and doesn't usually say things about someone because B doesn't like that someone)

This is saddening, but thankfully it doesn't occur in my life (: At least not 100% of what i said. Point is that this is a perfect chance for misunderstandings to happen.... and it goes in a vicious cycle all over again.

Okay, ____ concert was not say very good, but commendable for some (:
and from now onwards, I am only going for quality concerts unless otherwise.
AND i will only perform in quality concerts unless i have a bond to some others or i get paid anyway :)

Why is it that I can sense something coming which i have no experience in handling before?
This is scary

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johnny depp is weird.
tim burton is cool.

it is sad for one to be unable to touch one's beloved, least say hug...
sigh.
but it was a very beautiful story...

凄美的故事...

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HO HO HO... welcome to the new attraction......

HATEBOOK! wahahahahaha

it helps in a way though, allowing you to "distress" ? haha... just don't be too specific in pointing out the person. some are quite sad though, and some are just plain silly o.o

but anyway, thanks once again for being so pessimistic (: saved my life.




someone please slap me out of it... before it gets too deep all over again.

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From now onwards, this shall be my title, until i decide to find out why my tagboard is down there.

FINALLY!!! finished that whole pile of homework. But seriously when you have so much stuff to worry about, and worse still, homework stands a high percentage of those worries.\, you tend to just give shit quality work.
Unless you really care about your marks. Then again, thinking about it, this is not a good thing. Not for me at least. Okay, so I did exaggerate a little... no i still care about homework, and so I do give work of certain quality. No doubt about that. BUT, given enough time (which i never will have because i always do last minute work) i think i can do better.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeew, and that is what everyone says, "IF ONLY i had more time....."
*censored*
this part is deleted in claiming that it will bore the readers out and their eye bags will increase by the time they finish reading this part.
Oh its easy! you can easily find any essay about how people like to procrastinate and how there is always enough time without procrastination blahblahblah... AND insert it in the censored part, and viola! you got it!

anyway, i had some incentives to blog a few days ago because i was momentarily touched by something I saw... but, seeing that it's over, and i am not in that mood now, i shall skip it, and never get around blogging abt that few incidents (: yes!

wahahahahahhaha... i feel evil now ;-)
sigh, people always think i can do a good job out of anything i am tasked/volunteered to do...
bleah, such high expectations.

Oh btw, if people knew me enough, they'd have known that i don't go around coughing because some people didn't do something. Sorry if you think it so. And i never did mean it the way u thought it to be. Thanks for hurting my feelings.
Oh yea, and just so you know, I dont wish it to continue, it does not feel good- been there, done that. SO it'd be nice if you didn't put these comments on your blog. Same for me as well, and i do apologise for the previous few posts.

OH MY BLOODY SHIT ASS

NOW I EFFING KNOW WHERE MY TAGBOARD WENT!!!!!!!!

scroll all the way down please (:

Personal statement

Just finished writing my personal statement, and i came to read my blog. Wow, and many things coincide. Especially so for being a child psychologist and being optimistic (:

realised that I am not a bad person after all. used to think I am not a very good person, with all that funny problems and such and sometimes not being able to solve all of them. BUT, as the saying goes, _________________________ i dont really know what saying :P wahahaha. Anyway, I thought back to my life changing 4 years, and realised that I have really grown alot. Within these 4 years, i have developed my own character and style, primarily based on the education i received from my mum. THANKS MUMMY!!! <3<3<3

Okay, gotta try to finish one more work before I decide to slack away (though i did most of it by sleeping away the hours already.)

Oh but before that, i want to thank everyone who one way or the other changed my life. (check out more of it in my other blog- will be tributing in that blog soon! whahahahahahaha XD)

Why is this so?

原来大人的世界是那么的可怕的。。。 。。。
有时还查过分寸，变成幼稚了。
似乎比小孩子还幼稚， 因为大人懂事嘛，小孩什么都不知道。。。 。。。

And this is all i have to say: SIGH.

Maybe it is a primary instinct- an instinct that dates back to when we were only apes to cavemen. To inflict harm and pain on others that the tyranny of majority OR the higher authorities deem a pariah. Humans are so masochistic.

I used to listen to my dad or mum talk about their work every time they start on that topic. I used to think they were quite... childish. At least at my age during those time, I felt that the problems described can be solved really really easily. But as we grow up and develop our own characteristics, things become a little more complicated. So things cannot be solved the child way because people do not believe that will work. They must make sure pain was inflicted somewhere somehow befoer things can be settled.

I used to listen to my teachers talk politics/gossip/bitch about the school's system/ management/people etc. I used to think they were spices of life. Like how these things get the world moving and constantly changing to become better or 'better"- the ingredients to spice life up. But as I grow up and get to experience a stimulant real world, did I realize that these are the woes of every spice. These are gunshot piercing spices. So spicy that they are classed hazardous.

And this is the world I am going to enter.

What a bone chilling thought.
And today, i finally got a glimpse of the adult world. Just when I thought my stimulant world was getting too hard to handle, the adult world showed me even more. Is there really a need to do so? Just thinking about it makes me feel tired already. Can I not care about my stimulant world anymore? Or should I just get on with life and get ready for the adult world?

On a side note, thank you so so so so so much, on behalf of everyone. I feel sad for you, regardless whether you feel lousy and vexed or not. Maybe this is training for me to get ready. But really, being the backstage director of my stimulant world, I somewhat understand how grave these matters are. Hope your efforts are appreciated somehow...
But a thought to ponder, you tell us these because you want us to feel for you or you want this news to spread silently or you just want to let it all off?

SIGH. The higher the authority of a person, the more I have a feeling that whatever that person does is for a reason, no matter how shitty or how respectable the reasons are, it will most probably for their own good as well.
Th higher the authority of a person, the more reason for the person to be suspicious about many things.

I don't think I am ready for the adult world yet.

Today is

saturday.

Ah hahahahahahahahahaha -.- lameshit

And so CO@SG is a bit hit website now for CO fans. And then i find myself deviating to that web when i know clearly i have to study for tests -.-
Then again, what can i do man, when people are suffering from post syf depression? :S
Strangely, i don't feel any more bonded with NYCO than i already am before syf. And then people wonder why that is so. I have no idea. Perhaps because i know so many inside outs (like doing stuff others are supposed to do), it seems just funny to feel more bonded? Or perhaps it's because the people i bond with in nyco, i have already 100%, and the others are not so? Or maybe it's because syf doesn't mean as much as some other events to me? Or is it the prospect of the future after syf that makes me so? Hm...

But still, from the depths of my heart, i really love NYCO for the people.

Dang it -.- nothing i do allows me to see my tagboard o.O sucks

YAY

for some reason, safari couldn't show my tagboard. SO i have decided to switch back to windows for now.

*sighs* suffering from post syf depression... and i don't feel like blogging now... shall go play with my new phone (:

happy happy

GOLD WITH HONOURS GOLD WITH HONOURS GOLD WITH HONOURS GOLD WITH HONOURS yay yay yay yay hahahahahaha! gosh if i was there to feel the atmosphere! but it's okay! all's paid off! (Though i really did screw up) BUT WE STILL DID IT! yay

A little surprised though, that there is 11 GWH school this yea. The judges a little too-- lenient? we thought some schools didn't rlly deserve gwh, but ah well, all's over, and we are all happy. It's like my previous (dont know how many) post... about how it is called central judging not competition. Still, today was a surprise. 6 gwh in a day.

We shall see again 2 years later

I for once am lost for a title

dont know... titles are supposed to have some relation with the contents of a post? but not all blogs are like that though...

gives interest in reading... that is, to me.

AHHH, it's all about me now (: no more caring for people and their pesky thoughts. Muahahahahahaha okay oops ><>

Been to many blogs and read all the writers' feelings of SYF... strangely, they don't affect me at all. Weird- it comes to my consensus that i do not feel scared or freaked out anymore. Perhaps because i finally feel satisfied? Yes, i feel quite delighted, but the elation doesn't reside in me. I mean the elation for being part of nyco, for going through really productive and good practices... And the stress i feel is quite minimal. For the past few weeks, i keep stressing about how nyco may not make it, how some ppl are so insensitive to music, how we cannot help guzheng properly etc etc etc, and problems just pile up higher and higher with school work as well. And now, 1 more week to SYF, and i had stopped caring about school work. So 1 part of stress is gone. I managed to convince myself that gz is alright, no matter what they get, because in my heart, i feel we have given our best to them. So that is another 1/3 of stress down. So the only stress left is nyco, though really little now. The only stress i get is the little solo partS that i play, with nowadays getting a higher percentage of hitting a wrong note. 

That in itself is very stressful already. Just one note can differ a school from getting G or GWH. scary uh...

anyway, it's really time to relax and enjoy... before all will be gone in a week.

SYF

ahh, and now it's all about it.

SYF

everything else (like homework) will be done like crap shit now -.- seriously, when syf is near, who cares a shit about homework? 

Teeheehee... and i can predict the future o.o wahahahahahahahaha, well at least, what we said did come true! yayness. 

Shall go back to doing homework crappily (: hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

oops ><

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*wails* me have bad stomach... dont know why leh... everytime i eat stuff, my stomach hurts :( like now. shall go toilet.

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here, i am back. 

ａｎｄ　ｎｏｗ　ｉ　ｓｈａｌｌ　ｇｏ．　ｂｙｅ．

ｐｓ：　ｂｅｎ　ｔｅｎ　ｉｓ　ｃｏｏｌ　－．－

lousy day

HEAVES A BIG SIGH.....

in a few more minutes, the bad luck will go away. today's been a suey day. Very suey.

Woke up in the morning with a chair chop-slamming my foot-like bone area -.- Oww). 

Then went to school, and was cutting my skin when my friend pushed and then the nail clipper went in a taaaad too much. So cool. 

Then during lunch, somebody has to Bumsening piss me off?! "Embarrass" me in front of everyone some more. Thanks a bunch. 

Then my IH assignment has to get like  an asshole mark -.- just because I didn't conclude, my marks cannot proceed on. Bullocks*. 

Then as dazu starts, my pulse got all wrong- partly because of me i know n partly because of Ssabollec. And leaf was upset by that. 

During break time, in a fit to save the cello, (cos i was walking around there when eva pushed back (into me) and i almost fell on the cello) I turned away in mid- air and landed with my left hand supporting my whole body. It made my old injury come back again (yes, sadly) and i couldn't hold the qinzhu properly. 

After dazu was move the marimba time, and guess what. Some people just like creating blockage for others by using "higher authorities". Wow, amazing.

However, out of these suey things that happened, good things happened too! 

In subsequent pracs, leaf said i played excellently for that part in the piece.

MOE CO CAMP audition results were out and i got in! yay with cass (:

The marimba got to ge safely.

Every time half past a suey day, I will feel like breaking down. But I always tell myself to stay as optimistic as possible cos it will pass soon. Like now. I am officially off bad luck. So I just kept thinking positive! (works okay... for someone out there, if you read this part). Cos no matter what, you know today is suey day, what you do that is wrong is not entirely your fault (so to say), and tomorrow will definitely be a better day (:

Live life lively.

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Oh yea... and relating to the previous post abt relying on me to survive, i totally must stick to that statement after tonight's GE.... Problem doesn't lie in me pampering everyone too much. Problem lies in that everyone really depend on me to rmb/take note of details and things. 

EHH... TAKE ME FOR GRANTED ARH.... wait till one day when i cannot make it... see how you all die...*evil laughters*

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Seriously, I think words of encouragement really make people's day. Like how today when I was feeling suey and i played wrongly, I felt really down n freaked out n such. But with that sentence of praise from leaf, I was immediately "lifted"! Felt full of hope again! 

And also that sudden sentence of praise from pervert. Makes me feel good, but only shows how unfocused my section is o.o Am I like all your maid/mother? pfffffft. But i will still continue to do my part! cos if I don't, everyone will really die. maybe more subtle now, so that you all can become a little more "independent" yea.

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Will we ever have the talk you promised? Wonder how to start...

SIGH... tmr's syf rehearsal! gosh, hope it goes well! *yawns*

luv luv hugs hugs

Awww.... and i heard from the dog that everyone depends on me (: haha (ego boost ><)

no la... i think i went overboard this time. Pampered you guys so much arh, just like a mother. (yea, like i've said countless of times, i do really feel like a mother of 7 guys o.o) - though i am like the youngest... -.-

Shall have to change tactic. Cannot pamper you all so much now. HM..... muahahahahaha *evil laughters* 

Oh and yes to AF, yea, i do feel that this side bonds better/faster with more welcoming arms than the other side. I am sorry that you suffered. It's like what Mr JTan said, "you're just there at the wrong time." But that is not true for everyone. Like what leaf would have probably told you by now, you..... yea. You get it. It is only your feelings. Not that I was welcomed on my 1st day. That place is not some kindergarten where you are the senior so you are the best. You are the junior. Don't expect anything more than a few stares. So doesn't mean anything that's got to do with the HQ is not up to anything good/ not safe at all.

Trustworthy yes, emotional, no.

Heaves

*quits doing ( oops i mean TRYING) math WS AD.1*

so irritating.

And then i finally did it. Not exactly in the originally planned outline, but somehow, it just happened. *feels proud that i did*

then reflecting back, i realized that i don't know what to say to her if we really did what leaf suggested. HM.... sigh *zi zao ma fan*

only thing i feel evil about is that whenever i remember leaf saying that i am/ have a tendency to be emotional, i start laughing. o.O haha... yea sure.

then thinking even more, it feels like we are using you to get what we want. Abit evil? I'd say scheming. Can't help it. I'm like that. Well, at least my mum has been telling me that since i was young. Only i don't do it to perfection- does that mean i still have a conscience then, when i start plotting? 

And then i know i am quite spot on when analyzing a person.  Just don't make me do it. When i do, people may just start hating you. It's quite true, it's been proven before.

Then again, its true. People see me and say i am emotional. Well, at least i know i am on the right way. Truth is far from there... emotion is the last of me. Anyone who had seen my previous blog would have known.

ME

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

fortunately most are correct. the job ones are not making any sense

61st post

will be a lighter tone! no idea why. i should be sleeping already... tsk.

Anyway, just finished blog surfing. guess on what topic... SYF. duh. hahahahahaha

So BDSCO is playing 春, BSCO is playing 公主，CCHMSCO is playing 大地回春, TMCO is playing 飞天, CHCO is playing 梦蝶，ACSBCO is playing 西北族曲... so on and so forth... (i actually know all- only can't remember)

So some schools are aiming for a GWH, some schools are aiming for Gold, and some even Silver...

So some schools have really low morale, some schools are pep talking on blogs, some very enthusiastic, and some even feeling satisfied that their rehearsal (in SCH or their school's auditorium) has reached their goal (like silver standard).

So CCHMSCO has intensive holiday training like camping (-.-) and RICO has detailed bars-to-correct-plans on blogs

So NYCO and HCICO is really low profile, BDSCO, CCHMSCO, TMCO are all really high profile.

So some schools have really great instructors, some schools have new and young SINGAPOREAN instructors with new ideas...

So what?

I think SYF CO CJ is not like NAC- NCMC. We don't compete with anyone. We compete with ourselves. In the end, you don't get GWH not because another school got it, and there's only one GWH place, but because your standard is really not there yet. You are competing with yourself to do better and get what you want to get. What other schools get will not really affect what we will get.

That is why this is called a CENTRAL JUDGING. Not a COMPETITION. SYF is somewhat like a mark to tell ourselves where our standard roughly is. Try not to think of it as competition against other schools, but a performance at its best, only it is graded. It is in a way a stop for all the COs to stay on track (standard). If you had sth higher the last time round, it's a wake up call for you to buck up. To maintain the standard and not let it drop even more.

That is what SYF CO CJ is for.

60th post- finally!

haha oh well...

i can't stand Love Wreckers. 明知故犯的不知好歹，下贱（下流也行），不要脸的贱人。真不懂羞耻，怎会有人要当她的朋友呢？只有那些像他一样的人。。。

this is all i can say. Sorry, i can't stand it. 

And also the people who fall into "temptations"... i know u are victims too, but hey, u all are old enough to assert some self control and insert some logical thinking into your brain. So, you are at fault too.

As long as i don't see Love Wreckers when we have bonding sessions, I'm fine with it.

What a holiday week

And i still haven't learn in these 4 years that no NYGH holiday (except EOY hols) is a real holiday. I've only learned today.

Today's morning prac was quite shit. And some people had to ROLL THEIR FREAKING EYES... come on! it's your damned responsibility, and u sit there rolling your eyes?! Trust the king of EH empire to put u in the HQ...

Poor Mrs ee... take a break! she was so stressed out and desperate! anyone who has a sentient can tell how desperate n pek chek she was!! gosh... to any member who sees this, Mrs Ee has an amazing amount of patience. Try Q_Q or King of EH empire. They'll explode in less than an hour. You all should know that if she went on any longer, she'll really explode.  And she still had the energy! Or so she says... gambatte!

At least she was a little better off in the afternoon... hope tmr's gg to be a better day

Riiiiight o.o

whew! moe co camp audition's over! yay! gd luck to Love Hershey's Kisses!
anyway, my examiners were really funny! gosh, n i thought the one who is gay sucks... awww hahahahahahaha
hope everyone i know (including me) gets in!

Well, at least there's one less item now. 2 LESS i mean, the charity performance is cancelled! yay

keeping my fingers crossed for 2 things...

slack

GOSH... and i am supposed to be revising for math quiz on DIFF now...

*feels like slacking anyways* ><

*gives a long sigh*

SSSSSIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

whew okay. So i have to revise math and do chinese SIA all by today. PLUS squeeze time to practice yq cos i have 3 performance + 1 audition coming up, and i'm using more than 2 pieces for the 3. WOW. 

events lined up:

- MOE CO Camp audition (perc this time :D) [which is bloody hell tmr o.o]

- Charity performance at orchid country club for Renci

- 2nd instru performance for HMP

- Audition for solo item for geco concert o.O right, and my competitors are...! 

- SYF... gosh, and we're not even ready yet :(

- Esplanade performance @ the Concourse (15 minutes x2)- well, at least i am paid for this one. Quite reasonable too (:

i totally don't wish to go on listing... there are more of course, when school starts next semester (a.k.a. Term 3). All the shit will come lah... jiayou to everyone.

anyway, i shall now force myself to get back to Math.

depressing

it's really tiring to have to listen to 2 pep talks in a day.

especially when one makes you so nerved up and one makes u feel guilty.

YQP... those who were there, i hope u really know when someone was talking about an incident that was directed at you. Not the obvious one. The subtle one.

GE PERC... i hope you all really felt guilty after the talk. And next time to know when to be more considerate. On behalf of the section, i must apologize to you. Sorry.

NYCO... i hope this could be a wake up call for more of you. I don't know how to evoked everyone. I've tried, n i guess i failed. I only need more time to understand your feelings.

GECO... Let's just strive for the best in our next concert. May the older people not leave, may the newcomers improve fast enough, may the lousy ones get asked out.

SIGH... such a depressing day. i sincerely hope NYCO will get GWH, M will pass his assignment and GECO can achieve even greater heights.

Lousy day

Aye.... just finished all my homework to be handed in tomorrow...
had a lousy CCA day today... as usual, hates her to the bottom of the sea.

totally got scolded by qq cos apparently i couldn't play that solo part in chun well enough, and i haven't been improving.

Truth: i was using some random hard and yucky qin zhu which produces the wrost sounds ever. It's a miracle she didn't say i deproved...
WELL... can't be helped. She's been prejudiced against me from the moment she set eyes on me. Why the hell teachers like to make enemy of each other... make students suffer the consequences. That's so cool. wow.

It's okay... (comforts myself) it'll be over in 2 months time. THEN... haha i won't really bother anymore. Anyway i wont be seeing her forever and ever and ever again anymore. Well, at least not during practices WITH her...

Funny mistake

Today was dazu in the morning and afternoon a stupid performance in the hall -.- which i shall not care to elaborate on. basically it was crap ><
The mistake was the sms we sent to our perc teacher today that is supposed to say
" HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR ___! WE WISH YOU WELL!"
we were supposed to send one word per person, and it went quite smoothly, until yuka sent birthday before mr n ___, SO the rest of us just sent like that. And thus it became
" HAPPY ___ MR BIRTHDAY, WE WISH YOU WELL!"
haha hilarious! BUT the funniest thing is that he sent back that his birthday is in fact 10 DAYS LATER!
hahahahahahahahahahahaha omg so funny!!!

I'm really sorry, reality is cruel, but that doesn't mean you give up on yourself. It wasn't a good feeling having to break that news to you. Get up on you feet now and start practising hard and properly now! It will be your show in another 2 years.

Ahh... inmates with women outside waiting and showering them with care arer so lucky. At least they have someone to refrain them from turning mad...

bleah

for those out there who knows, i'm feeling quite fine, only that it still hurts occasionally, since the anesthetic's gone -.-



8 days of MC... if only i could use them all

New year's here

Dreams are so irrational.
Unfortunately they are not real. Fortunately they are not real.
I don't think i'll be able to understand what dreams are driving at.

Meawhile, happy new year guys!

It's a beautiful Thursday

I really can't stand it when people get credits for what they didn't do.
I really can't stand it when people don't do things perfectly right when there's instructions given.
I really can't stand it when people are just SO kiasu, they must know everything.
I really can't stand it when people think they're so clever, but actually do not know how to do anything.
I really can't stand it when people bothers about the wrong things, and ignores the things they are supposed to bother. KAYPOH
I really can't stand it when people think their music talent is so strong, but actually they are not good.

Sorry, today's the most pissifying day every in this year. *SIGHS* It's only the start of the year! And things are so _____ it can make me pissed already. And drain all the energy out of me. Marvelous. I wonder how i'd survive the whole of this year.
Plus the piling amount of politics, troubles and homework.
To the heck with homework now.
Welfare comes 1st.

Mixed emotions... troubled, guilty, sad, tired, pissed, happy..?! *pulls hair*

when will you come on?

HAHA i decided that writing in code is so fun! so i shall do that more often now (:

Saw the celllist today at NAFA after lesson. He looked so surprised to see me there. Walao pls lor, i should be the surprised one. I go there every week leh. But he should know wad. Even if banana don't tell him he should know already.

So, one week's passed since the start of the year, and things are already rushing up to us like it's the middle of the year! SIAs and all! ARGH!!

I've nothing much to blog about actually...
oh yea, went to esplanade with the ocean creature ytd to search for our piano duo score, and we got the most unique and exciting piano duo lo... the supposedly ONLY piano duo mozart wrote. Sadly angellic voice didn't come... or we'd fill her up on all the fairytales of aokayu, the princess of the forest. Such interesting topics of life.

So excited... gg to try the piano duo tmr!!!
okay i have no idea what to blog about now.
shall end here (:

It's the new year

To the stupid fool of a wolf:

If u're ever reading this, CUT YOUR IDIOTIC DEFENSIVE POSITION AROUND YOUR CROWN JEWELS PLEASE. I have people (MANY) complaining that my section is already TOO BIG and u're there saying it's a lousy excuse to not admit ONE MORE PERSON. As if that one person can make the whole section's standard higher. Opposite more likely. And even so, now u know that there's gg to be auditions for new ppl, so even if I agreed, she might not pass the big shot round. Also, you must be observant enough to SEE that the ocean creature is here. AND YOU BLODDY HELL KNOW WHAT HAD HAPPENED IN THE PAST. Stop giving her the troubles she faces in school. She needs a break from that relentless, ridiculously embarrasing and brainless questions.
Go on polishing your crown jewels blindly and you'll go down too. Seriously, cos soon you'll know it's much too polished and stop polishing it. Then soon you'll forget to anyway. Yes, you'll abandon them and let dust forge a new friendship with them.
what's your fucking problem?! Haven't we told you more proper reasons why it is impossible already? Foolish wolf. 好自为之吧。

To aokayu, princess of the forest:

What is your problem as well? If you really want to come, you can just bloody say out loud. People are not going to eat you. They're just going to reject you and THAT'S IT. And what do you have to do? Work harder (though i don't know if that helps) for a few more years. That's what king of EH empire told our concert mistress, the HK hottie. And even if the SL wants you, you have to pass the audition too. I skip the next setence as that's what you yourself know. You know how well you do in your school, and here you think you can do it in a harder environment? People here scold when you don't do properly. Not everyone is like the guy who stays on the moon who doesn't scold. Even the ocean creature gets freaked out.
Aokayu may not be someone who wants to come to my section.

Meanwhile, some other people to address at the same time:

To the graceful ballerina:
You should totally help us, or we'll surely die!!!

To the pop star:
Don't be oversensitive! Of course we're not leaving you alone! Talking does not= leave you alone cos you got problems! BLEAH! WE'RE STILL VERY NICE PEOPLE OKAY

To my 9 lovely pro-ist:
Love you guys to nuts, but pls make my job easier by doing what's sensible. I don't want a hoarse throat everytime. AND I promise we'll have an outing soon!

Sorry my first post of the year has to be in such a tone! the next one would be better. I'M JUST SO PISSED